My head is hurting.

This weekend has been incredibly difficult on me.

There has only been a few times in my life where I had a hard time thinking about anything other than work.

The first time this happened to me, I was working in the collections department of a well known webhosting company. I went home on a weekend, and I couldn’t figure out how to shut my brain off.

This weekend, again I haven’t been able to shut my brain off.

I’ve watched films, watched television, did a session on a skateboard, and my brain is thinking about work.

I have a headache.

I don’t get paid enough to worry like this.

I need to just turn off my brain.

Please…help me turn off my brain….

I barely made it through church today. The “history” lesson type sermon’s aren’t my favorite. I’ve already been well versed in history and religion, sometimes what I need is just someone to say hello and pray for me.

Or at least someone to say they’re thinking of me…not a stranger, but not a friend…it’s weird.

I really just want to stop thinking.

I’m tired of thinking.