I looked at the analytics to all my sites. I have roughly 30 some odd sites running all fresh content at any given time, and it’s a lot of boring writing. I’m not sure what happened to me and my writing, it just hit a wall and never recovered. I think one of the major things that has plagued me and my world of blogs is the sheer fact that they come to abrupt ends.
My original blog, six years of writing, was shut down when my idiot bosses got all sad about what I had to say. I didn’t feel like defending myself and losing my job, even though they censored me, and I still lost my job, but I gave it my best shot. I have yet to come back from that in a lot of ways. Right now, I have a personal blog but I don’t usually publicize it here…it’s available at thecasketsalesman.blogspot.com copy and paste it…it’s a sad blog right now, but I’m sure it will improve in time.
My other site, for those 3 people that are still here, died a miserable death. Upon that death was the death of my finances. I got laid off, and I am making no money right now. I haven’t been able to land a job. I’ve even applied to fast food at this point, and no one seems to want to hire me. I’m not sure what’s going on in my life, but it’s a depressing thing. I especially am saddened by the fact that I will be spending the rest of my life (at least 30 years) paying for an education that is not helping me one iota right now. In fact, I hate the Art Institute and their stupid education of…nevermind.
So far I’ve managed 18 posts, get around 10 hits every other day, and bored out of my mind.
I used to want to write all the time, I used to watch more movies with little to no time, but now? I’m just not into it. I need the money, but all my attempts at rising up just seems pointless. I’m trying to resurrect this thing, but it’s just so painstaking at times, and I’m no professional. I think I can make it, I just need some more content, but that requires work and right now, I just don’t feel like it. I’m not sure where my attitude shifted, but it’s been hard to get back to a good place. I’m just soured by this place, this situation, and while I’m counting my blessings, I’m just tired of banging my head against the wall.
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